Summer...so far

 

 

 

 

 

33 Random Things about me

• I hum or sing when I'm embarrassed. I'm doing a bit of both right now :)
• I didn't talk until I was 3 years old.
• After contemplating this list for some time, I realise that I am not actually very interesting after all :)
• I don't mind getting older, I feel like I fit being old better than being young. Wrinkles don't scare me.
• I dislike modern architecture, design, fashion and lots of other moderny things, I find them harsh looking, and full of too many straight lines, bling and primary colours.
• I like old, broken things that have a story.
• I often dream of being Amish, bonnet, buggie and all!
• When I was little I wanted to be four things when I grew up, a nurse, a ballerina, an artist and a nun, ha!
• I am a super messy (eat with my fingers) eater. I have to be careful what I order in restaurants :)
• I can't stand feeling like I've hurt someone, it gives me a deep ache.
• I only started coming out of my shell in my mid twenties.
• I feel stronger now and softer too. Life is made of strange paradoxes.
• I know nothing about motherhood even though I have five children :) I only follow my heart and try my best with what I've got and hope it will be enough. Often I'm sure it's not. 
• My children are my dear friends and my great teachers.
• Although, in principle,  I love the romance of the gypsy life, I've come to accept that I'm actually a homebody. I like to put down deep roots and feel a connection to the place in which I live.
• I find God in sunlight, sky, earth and birdsong more than books or buildings.
• I love to simply sit, preferably, in a sunny spot and just let my imagination wander far, wide and free.
• If I'm listening to music I don't like to talk. I just like to listen.
• I think that we are all here for a purpose. 
• I think the lesson of my life is to learn how to love properly.
• I need to see trees outside my window.
• I can't live without dark chocolate.
• I can't sing but I love to sing anyway
• When I grow up I want to be the crazy lady who lives in a log cabin in the woods, keeps nine cats and makes pots.
• I am a dreamer :)
• Going into town makes me anxious, as do supermarkets, bright lights and crowds.
• When I was younger I used to be super sensitive, my skin felt on edge all the time. It still does sometimes.
• I don't like judgmental attitudes or gossiping.  To always assume the best of others bestows dignity, on them and on ourselves.
• I believe, everyone deserves to be loved and accepted for who they are.
• I can be way too serious when I should lighten up and way to silly and irreverent when I should just sit still and take note.
• My favourite flowers are daffodils.
• I love empire line or ankle length medieval dresses and would happily wear them everyday. 
•  In all my life, I have never, and probably will never iron anything.

Be the Change! The Power of non Violent Parenting

First of all I just want to say that I want to be honest. I fail to follow this message at least once daily. Often more than once...
I don't always interact with my children with the gentleness, presence and engagement that I wish to have. I  often put my own schedule and ideas for the day above theirs etc... Yet I truly believe that compassion is the only way to conect with the heart of a child. It is a process of working on my own heart and behaviours rather than concentrating (and projecting) my expectations on theirs. This story is very powerful.
 Lauren is kindly offering to mail out "Be the Change" bumper stickers. She kindly mailed us a bumper sticker a few weeks ago. Our car wears it well! Especially during the sometimes stressful loading of children in and out of the car (often when late for something :) it serves as a gentle reminder of what truly matters in this world. 


 Shared from Sparkling Adventures facebook page:

Arun Gandhi recounts a personal story of the power of non-violent parenting: "I was 16 years old and living with my parents at the institute my grandfather had founded 18 miles outside of Durban, South Africa, in the middle of the sugar plantations. We were deep in the country and had no neighbours, so my two sisters and I would always look forward to going to town to visit friends or go to the movies.
One day, my father asked me to drive him to town for an all-day conference, and I jumped at the chance. Since I was going to town, my mother gave me a list of groceries she needed and, since I had all day in town, my father ask me to take care of several pending chores, such as getting the car serviced. When I dropped my father off that morning, he said, 'I will meet you here at 5:00 p.m., and we will go home together.'
After hurriedly completing my chores, I went straight to the nearest movie theatre. I got so engrossed in a John Wayne double feature that I forgot the time. It was 5:30 before I remembered. By the time I ran to the garage and got the car and hurried to where my father was waiting for me, it was almost 6:00.
He anxiously asked me, 'Why were you late?'
I was so ashamed of telling him I was watching a John Wayne western movie that I said, 'The car wasn't ready, so I had to wait,' not realizing that he had already called the garage.
When he caught me in the lie, he said: 'There's something wrong in the way I brought you up that didn't give you the confidence to tell me the truth. In order to figure out where I went wrong with you, I'm going to walk home 18 miles and think about it.'
So, dressed in his suit and dress shoes, he began to walk home in the dark on mostly unpaved, unlit roads. I couldn't leave him, so for five-and-a-half hours I drove behind him, watching my father go through this agony for a stupid lie that I uttered.
I decided then and there that I was never going to lie again. I often think about that episode and wonder, if he had punished me the way we punish our children, whether I would have learned a lesson at all.
I don't think so. I would have suffered the punishment and gone on doing the same thing. But this single non-violent action was so powerful that it is still as if it happened yesterday. That is the power of non-violence."

{this moment}

Sunlight After the Rain

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Joining Soulemama today for {This Moment}

{this moment} - A Friday ritual. A single photo - no words - capturing a moment from the week. A simple, special, extraordinary moment. A moment I want to pause, savor and remember.